I will return on 07/01/2024. Good morning dear ones! Lately I've been constantly thinking about going back. Many say “come back” and it seems simple, because what really takes the idea away in practice is sometimes just a button, but… it’s been 3 years since my last appearance here. In these 3 years so much has happened, a lot has changed inside me and on the outside too. I have to be honest that maturity has brought me a shame that I didn't have as much before (and I've always been shy, you know huahauhha), because now I can think in a more analytical way about things where before the impetus was enough. I need to tell you that I'm scared. Fear of no longer being the same person who once brightened your day, of not reaching the physical expectations that are now in your memory, of the madokinha from 3 years ago. I've changed, but I'm still me... is that enough?! Sorry for the text and acting like a philosopher here xD But I wanted to make it clear that if I haven't come back yet, it's because I'm embarrassed and I'm gathering courage, it's not because of a lack of will. Sometimes I catch myself remembering our moments, our conversations, I reread some chats... and I'm like, damn... I want to be able to be that same Madoka when I return and bring joy in the same way, but what if I'm not? It would be so nice to be able to stop in time and promise you that the show is back, with the same attractions and the same approach, but I can't. I hope that when I return, I can touch your hearts again. I ask for affection and patience for a new beginning with me, for us to get to know each other again, even if we are different, I'm sure it will be magical as always. ❤️