Madoka

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Madoka

  • 384 Reviews
2987 Followers 2502 Likes
Last Seen: 2 hours ago

I will return on 07/01/2024. Good morning dear ones! Lately I've been constantly thinking about going back. Many say “come back” and it seems simple, because what really takes the idea away in practice is sometimes just a button, but… it’s been 3 years since my last appearance here. In these 3 years so much has happened, a lot has changed inside me and on the outside too. I have to be honest that maturity has brought me a shame that I didn't have as much before (and I've always been shy, you know huahauhha), because now I can think in a more analytical way about things where before the impetus was enough. I need to tell you that I'm scared. Fear of no longer being the same person who once brightened your day, of not reaching the physical expectations that are now in your memory, of the madokinha from 3 years ago. I've changed, but I'm still me... is that enough?! Sorry for the text and acting like a philosopher here xD But I wanted to make it clear that if I haven't come back yet, it's because I'm embarrassed and I'm gathering courage, it's not because of a lack of will. Sometimes I catch myself remembering our moments, our conversations, I reread some chats... and I'm like, damn... I want to be able to be that same Madoka when I return and bring joy in the same way, but what if I'm not? It would be so nice to be able to stop in time and promise you that the show is back, with the same attractions and the same approach, but I can't. I hope that when I return, I can touch your hearts again. I ask for affection and patience for a new beginning with me, for us to get to know each other again, even if we are different, I'm sure it will be magical as always. ❤️

Hi my loves! How long! I wanted to tell you that I'm fine and that I'm living a nice rush in my professional life. I never thought I would evolve so much in my career that I barely arrived and I'm so happy. For those who don't know or don't remember, I started my studies and profession in IT and I'm a programmer. It was a dream and now it's changing in a crazy fast way, lots of challenges and lots of achievements. I work a lot during the week and on the weekend, almost always, I'm studying things from work and resting a little. But I'm living the way I wanted so much. Those who have lived with me the longest around here, since my early days, know that this is what I wanted and I wanted to say that I finally achieved it. I'm too happy and taking advantage of every moment to focus my energies on this and evolve "fast" the way I want. So, unfortunately, I'm going to be off the site for a while. I don't know how I'm going to manage my current job with the site yet, so for now I'm staying away until I know how to handle it. I hope to have answers about this as soon as possible, but if not, from time to time I come to give you news. You who were part of my story and who I am today, I really appreciate it! For the support I've always had! They helped me to engage in my dream and I get emotional when I think about it. Thanks! Love you! And I hope, from the bottom of my heart, that you are happy and that you always do good, as you did for me! See you soon, my loves! 💛

I'll need to take a Christmas break around here this year, a lot in my work to learn and it's hard to handle everything together, I tried this week, but after two days I realized I'm fine! I won't have a break from work and I have 1 month to learn a lot of things because whoever is teaching me there will go on vacation after that and they've already said that I'll have to make do. So please forgive me ;-; I thought I could handle it in the first week already, everything together hauahua but I promise that in JANUARY I'll be back! I already wish you great holidays if I bao can come here next week to say so. I love you and please don't give up on me! Hahahah 💛💛💛💛💛💛

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