Sexual energy is a very serious thing. I've had phases here on the site where I came five times in one day just to meet the requests of those who just wanted to see quick orgasms. Time went by and I realized that I was like a virtual GP, earning little, exposing myself a lot, expecting constant validation. I was young, right? Time goes by and changes our minds as it goes by. So after a while I started to position myself on this thing of going into a chat and in less than two minutes the person is already talking a lot of dirty stuff. I don't see any harm in it, with a fair gift, what's the harm? The problem is when there's no gift and the person on the other side wants everything at his or her own time, in her own time, that is, it's not an hour, it's a minute. That really influences the mind of someone who's taking their clothes off and putting them on about 40 times a day. How can you be okay with that? I started to position myself, I lost a lot of crushes and that's okay, here it's free and everyone can search for what they're looking for, but I really care, when this process of years, of setting up a profile, of constantly changing names, posts, positions, I still have to explain it, but it's okay. Sexual energy is a serious thing, cumming every day, like a crazy person, a dog in heat, says a lot about one's own mind, so I went a year without sex, away from the site, for reasons that I prefer not to discuss but that are interconnected. I came back in December and I've been back ever since, but I'm much more mature, I understand that a good orgasm comes with a good chat, I could very well give them what they're looking for and earn the money, but it's not all about money, because I've always been independent long before the site, I learned that I don't need to earn a lot to be happy. I've been prioritizing offering content to those who come to my room looking for something quick, or suggesting roulette, which is a really cool theme that I really like. Anyway, today I prefer to meet someone, get into their mind and see that person getting into my mind and both of us enjoying the mutual exchange of energy, because we are more than just a dick, right? In our daily lives? This has been part of my daily life for six years now, so that's why it's nice to take a stand. It's an 18+ site, not a pornographic site where you go in and the person is already erect and cumming in a compilation for five minutes. I hope you understand my point, it's not to push away, it's to bring you closer, because I was once that dog in heat and it hurt me a lot, today I'm more like a wolf without a pack, a jaguar swimming in a river, I want emotions, pleasure, smiles, excitement, learning, everything, I don't want to be satisfied with just sex, may our time together be something wonderfully enjoyable for both of us, straight talk. A story from a country boy. #fanclub