Your confession is so real and raw. Many people misunderstand BDSM practices, but you make your desires and instincts clear.. and sexy! I love it when you say, “After all these years, I finally felt genuinely whole.” Everyone should be able to experience this! I applaud you and I hope you like my opinion about a dominatrix in action, if you are really interested, contact me and I will give you the guidelines to understand and play without fear and guilt, the #muse