It took me a while to smile again. I went through 2 long months of deep depression. I only cried. How can I work with other people and show my intensity if everything was falling apart? I don't pretend here. I've always been myself, without creating a character. My orgasms are intense and real. My conversations are always sincere! It wasn't easy to see and experience everything that happened and still isn't... I decided to leave and take care of myself and take care of those who gave me life and needed me! I'm sorry for the people who didn't understand and thought that in the midst of all the chaos I was living, I could provide attention and excitement. I heard things I didn't deserve and was called a victim. That just made me panic about coming here and coming face to face with that person! Now, I'm very grateful to everyone who helped by buying videos, sending comforting messages, and sending flowers, not because of the price, but because they know I love flowers! I'm better and I'll be back soon, but I'll be back to be myself, not to do anything mechanical, to smile and fulfill fetishes. My world here is real, we're virtual, but that never stopped me from showing my true face! See you soon, lots of kisses and I miss everyone who loves me!