I'm so grateful for the affection and tips on how to create content in a more "private" way haha Speechless 💛 I'll be replying to all the messages little by little! But I feel like you've taken 500 tons off my shoulders… 500 tons of pure self-criticism and limiting perfectionism… Next month I'm launching my #FunClub!

Many people ask me to create content... But with my hectic daily life, the very little time I have to do anything, and basically living only between my home and university, it's difficult! It would have to be something very amateurish and everyday, haha, and also, where I'm living is awful, a mess, I'm renovating little by little, and that's what limits me most when it comes to creating content. Besides, I'm a little afraid of being so exposed, "so openly," without even needing to be online... oh dear... how I regret getting so many tattoos! I feel embarrassed to open up about it, but...

I was thinking about going online without much expectation, but in an attempt to at least avoid falling asleep feeling frustrated, I did. My mind racing once again, spinning between the present and the future. I simply took off the old sweatshirt I was wearing and put on a half-open robe. My body was crying out for some kind of change in temperature, in sensation. The cold still enveloped me, a cold that's not just from the weather, but also from the day itself. A cold that lodges itself in the skin, making it tingle, while a hot restlessness simmered inside. A contrast difficult to explain. Until he arrived... More than two hours passed without me noticing, as if time had been suspended just for us. My body responded to the invisible stimuli. Each imagined touch ignited a spark beneath my skin, making my breathing quicken and my senses heighten. I overflowed, not once, not twice, not three times; I lost count. Luckily or insistently, today, I wasn't overcome by the day. I finished warm, despite the freezing day.

I'll be finishing my day soon 🙌 I think I'll stay online for a bit to see if this cold weather gets better, it's so bad!

The story I posted yesterday got almost 220 THOUSAND views… I'm in shock! I had no idea the site's reach would be that big 👀

Productive day, I managed to catch up on my studies, clean, shop, prepare the week's lunches, do some cardio... wow, it was great, but I'm tense and so tired... My mind is already on next week. I just sat in front of the computer, thinking about going online, relaxing a bit... but I kept looking at my profile... Thinking... Thinking... So many things. So many ideas. So many desires. But also, so many insecurities and fears. Anyway, minds a million times a day. Since I no longer have social media... here I am. Thinking out loud. Does anyone here care about text-only posts? Just curious!