I was thinking about going online without any major expectations, but in an attempt to at least not go to sleep feeling frustrated, I went. Without makeup, my face still marked by the tiredness of hours spent in front of books. My mind was racing once again, spinning between the present and, mainly, the future. I simply took off the old sweatshirt I was wearing and put on a half-open robe. My body was crying out for some kind of change in temperature, in sensation. The cold still enveloped me, a cold that is not only from the weather, but also from the day. A cold that lodges itself in the skin, making it tingle, while a hot restlessness boiled inside. A contrast that is difficult to explain. Until it arrived... It all started with After Dark, by Tito & Tarantula, ending with Eric Clapton. More than two hours passed without me noticing, as if time had been suspended just for us. My body responded to the invisible stimuli. Each imagined touch lit a spark under my skin, making my breathing quicken and my senses heighten. I overflowed, not once, not twice, not three times, I almost lost count. By luck or persistence, today, I was not defeated by the day. I ended up warm, despite the freezing day.

I'll finish my duties for the day soon 🙌 I think I'll stay online for a bit to see if this cold weather improves, it's so bad!

The story I posted yesterday got almost 220 THOUSAND views… I'm in shock! I had no idea the site's reach would be that big 👀

My mind was spinning today... It was a good Saturday, I managed to catch up on my subjects, do some cleaning, shopping, prepare my lunch boxes for the week, do some cardio... All of this while I felt like an ongoing project of an influencer with a productive routine! hehe In my day-to-day life, I like to create stories and pretend to be other people to pass the time, especially at times when I might not want to be. Tomorrow I want to go to the coffee festival with my dad, so I couldn't procrastinate today... but I confess that I wanted to. I sat in front of the computer now, thinking about going online, relaxing a little... but I kept looking at my profile... Thinking... Thinking... So many things. So many desires. So many fears. And the question came to me: does anyone care about bios? I rack my brains over this so much... I always thought they don't. But I've heard a few times: "I loved your bio". I think it's interesting to be noticed, but not in an obvious way. Anyway, my mind is spinning. Since I don't have my beloved TT anymore... here I am. Thinking out loud. But does anyone care about posts written here?