No one can imagine how exhausting it is to come here every day fighting anxiety, empty rooms, and people's indifference. I'm always polite, I start conversations, I try to talk… and we get silence in return. This slowly destroys self-esteem. It messes with your head, your emotions, and your mental health in a way that many people don't understand. Sadness accumulates until being online ceases to be healthy. I sincerely thank those who treat me with kindness and truly value me, but lately that hasn't been enough to keep me feeling good here.