Today I asked a friend to look at some things in the oracle and one of the first things that came up was this! This is what I've been talking about, I was already feeling my energy draining away when I agreed to do something I didn't want to do just because someone was paying me. I swear all the venting happened when I was on the verge of giving up, but before the oracle reading I was already taking care of my inner self (note: I didn't tell her anything about what I was going through on the private cam. I kind of asked to test if it would make sense, and it was spot on!). Spirituality doesn't lie.