If your problem is paternal abandonment, I understand your unresolved neediness. Around here, sometimes people like that do show up: emotionally broken, psychiatrically confused, monosyllabic, and deeply frustrated with their own existence. I understand that you need help, preferably professional help, since communication, emotional intelligence, and basic social skills are clearly not part of your repertoire. I sincerely hope that Satan embraces you and gives you all the affection you lacked, because you definitely don't deserve any of the living. You monosyllabic little being, incapable of writing a decent sentence, incapable of developing a topic, and yet convinced that I should tolerate you. Congratulations! You've achieved the remarkable feat of being the most unpleasant person I've ever had the displeasure of talking to. Your presence is dense, repellent, and almost pathological. I confess I felt genuine repulsion, something rare, in the face of this mixture of ignorance, emptiness, and malevolent energy.

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