Sometimes I think I'm a really hard person to understand. I can be a little clumsy and close-minded, but the truth is I just want to be happy. But even when I want to laugh, my mind always pulls back to sad thoughts. I don't like who I am now, but that's because of the pain I've experienced in life. Sometimes I pretend not to care, act cold, and act tough, but the truth is, I'm very sensitive and I care. Maybe too much.