I've been imagining myself putting on an explicit show that I discover is being broadcast on a giant screen to people made homeless by El Niño. A crowd housed in a large, makeshift community shelter, like a sports court or a parish hall. On rows of mattresses, everyone masturbating in my honor, with the right to a "helping hand" and everything else I might order them to do for this collective milking. Until everyone is moaning and coming together as they watch my thick, abundant milk gush out. More compassionate than that would only be if I could spread my copious load on slices of bread and distribute them to those in need: a mixture to help alleviate food shortages in devastated cities… A delirium! Because in truth, I would end the call if I discovered I was simultaneously performing for several men. After all, to show myself to more than one person I charge an additional fee, which must be negotiated and paid in advance. I wouldn't be empathetic to that extent. Nor so vulgar… #fetish