Hello darlings. I just got back from a trip and I miss my parallel universe on camera. I miss some specific people, I miss talking about myself, but, most importantly, listening to someone on the other side full of stories. I miss talking about joys, difficulties and even sharing a glass of wine. You know that my routine is busy and I barely have time, so whoever reads this message and feels like a special chat, Ms. Nancy intends to stay online late in the afternoon, depending on the messages I receive. Will I meet loved ones on this delightful autumn day and escape the post-travel monotony? DM me ❤️

“Can I allow myself to enter completely into the world of another's feelings and personal conceptions and see them as he sees them? Can I enter your inner universe so fully that I lose all desire to evaluate or judge you? Will I be able to enter with enough delicacy to move freely, without crushing meanings that are precious to you?''

Hi!!! I'm back from my trip and I have some time to be online, but only in private chat, with whom I already know... If you're here, send me a message! ❤️

How much of yourself do you lose on the way? Today I needed to find an art from years ago for the repost of the influencer who is my client. In that vastness of disorganized files (bad habit, I know) I found the scope of a report I wrote in 2019 about the fire that occurred in the community of the Huni Kuin peoples, in the heart of the Amazon. I don't like to reread my texts, I always want to go back in time to rewrite, but nostalgia today spoke louder. A movie played in my head and I remembered the day I received the images of that place ''giant by its own nature'', now devastated. Journalists sometimes need to be cold, so I held back the tears, found the information and did what I could in the face of that situation to report the arson. I also gave the information and images to numerous vehicles in order to spread the message to as many people as possible. The blood boils just remembering what was said at the climate conference in Dubai saying that the Amazon does not catch fire because of the humidity, but I will not go into this merit. Children, animals, the elderly, all were harmed. I had the opportunity to get to know the place in person and I guarantee that people would rethink their values if they opened their hearts to live the experience of being in Acre together with such simple, humble and loving people. After reading it I returned to reality to find the client's play and thought how much of myself I've lost since then, like ''that boy who was going to change the world and now attends the Grand Monde parties''. Laughter. I never did volunteer work again, nor did I wear my shirt to help some cultural center as I used to do in São Paulo. Niente! I lost a lot of myself, I was consumed by digital marketing and the frantic demands that don't always live up to expectations, because I always have the feeling that I did little even when I work 10 uninterrupted hours. If I take an hour to chat here or rest during the week, my conscience is heavy. Burnout came with everything for those who once romanticized the home office. Now I realize that, despite having lost a lot of myself for no longer being that newly formed journalist with a desire for social justice, I still have a lot to improve, develop and, above all, not lose myself. Of the only certainties I have in life: that one day I will die and that before that, I want to try to leave the world a little better than I found it.

Good morning, my dears. I arranged to meet with some people today, however, I had a mishap and will not be online. I'll be back over the weekend to review them and also respond to all messages. Kisses and please take care ❤

Officially on vacation and missing my parallel universe here at Câmara Privê. Forgive the disappearance of this low profile workaholic journalist... In time, whoever wants to spend a pleasant moment with me to the sound of Bette Davis Eyes by Kim Carnes and enjoy a good wine, send me a message in private to arrange the best time. Merry Christmas everyone! ❤

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