I miss that woman I used to have, but I realized that with the time I spent away from her, the love she felt for me faded. She started calling me by the wrong name and saying things that hurt my heart. I know deep down it was my mistake for not being there for her during those sad moments, and now I feel like she's holding that against me. Soon I'll drown in a river of tears knowing that the woman I loved no longer loves me. 😥