Being here on the site makes me lonely. I try to do my best, so much so that I overflow part of my vital energy here on the platform, and I don't have much left for real life. I spend about 40% of my life here, and I have strong adult responsibilities to the point that I don't have much left to offer even to my family and friends. When I'm not online here, I'm studying or I'm involved in some academic environment, because MY LIFE DEPENDS ON IT. I have nothing left to offer. I apologize to everyone for occasionally not meeting the expectations they place on me, but I really am a person who doesn't have much to offer other than good virtual company, a little literate, a little intellectual, a little sensual, in a lonely moment.