I have so much to say now, I always have. Know that my words are sincere, they always have been. I always believed in our love and that one day everything would become real and that regardless of anything, you would be safe inside. I can try explain to you or give you all the reasons that emerge in my heart, I can scream until I no longer have a voice, and even if my voice ends, my feelings for you will not end. I'm here, I always have been, even when we didn't speak. I wanted to talk to you, even when we disappeared I wanted to be with you, even when I didn't see you, it was you I wanted, even when I didn't hear your voice, I dreamed of being able to hear you once again, even without having any news, I longed for them, even without your smile, I wanted it in some way, even if we just looked at each other without saying a word, I would be happy just looking at you. My days without you are not the same and even if I wanted them to be, they are not they would be, because you are already part of me, my life and everything that surrounds it.