Lara's Diary - Chapter 3 I like reading your messages. I think I've gotten used to them. Sometimes, I find myself waiting for your reply, as if that interval were longer than it actually is. I've gotten used to you. Maybe that's crazy. Maybe it's too soon for any label. But there's something in that space between being able to talk to you and not being able to, and it always makes me a little apprehensive. I don't know exactly how to explain what I feel. It's all still very confusing. Words seem too small to encompass what's happening inside. There's only one thing I'm sure of. I feel it.