Where have all the friends and admirers I love gone? 5 years of website. Just yesterday I was surrounded by people who made me happy and today it seems that everyone has disappeared. Just because I am pregnant, we model here on the site, we also have an active sex life, and a baby happened to be, I'm the same I was never a person to have many friends, but I always tried to give my best for the few I had. So it is a disappointment to feel that everyone has moved away from me and left me. I needed to write what I was feeling.