I'll be even more afraid tonight, the feeling that chills me to the bone. And I understood that I couldn't bear the idea of never hearing that laugh again, that smile that for me was always a source of water in the desert, a breath of relief amidst so much sadness. Men cultivate five thousand roses in the same garden, and even then they don't find what they were looking for. I found my rose 🌹, my only rose to whom I must always return.