I feel immeasurable affection for you and I am proud to say: you are special to me! I am happy with your presence, even if it is immaterial. The fact of your existence makes my feelings overflow with happiness and gratitude. Sometimes, when I find myself in a PTP (period of thought transitions... lol) room, I imagine you by my side. Because in this drunken imaginary place, you are my example of perseverance, resistance, affection and love. With you and for you, I don't need to forge inspiration, the enchantment flows naturally and my ramblings seem to make some sense (this is rare). Many times I still return to the same unknown! I live in an eternal antithesis. But I have the firm certainties: I love you very much! I consider you on the left side of my chest!.....Love of my life...🤣🤣🤣❤️🥰