*Please read the entire text to understand* Some of you know that I was in a relationship for 5 years which was very painful for me. This relationship made me very insecure, I started to find my body ordinary and dull. I felt too skinny, like I wasn't enough to satisfy someone. I came across psychological trauma, I had to seek psychiatric help after the end of that relationship. I lost count of the times I finished and the sleepless nights because I knew that the next day I would receive dozens of emails with manipulations. Last time it was months of receiving emails that pestered me every day. I realized that I was trying to end the prison I had been living in for over 2 years, yet somehow I had a sense of ownership. 2 years when I felt depressed, incapable and insecure every day. I really appreciate him taking the initiative to put an end to it, the end I've tried to end since 2021, but I've always gone back. Seeing him engaged to someone else made me realize that I have no control over anything, WOW! What an amazing feeling, I finally don't have to try to control everything around me anymore. Things are the way they are and I'm glad I'm not carrying that burden anymore. You must be wondering why I am writing this text, I will get there. Poooorque, I would like to thank the days when, even though I felt incapable and insecure, I came here, I was able to interact with you, I had the greatest confidence in showing not only my body, but how I really am. Many have asked me, “Hi, are you looking for money here?” the answer is "No" I seek something beyond, something that no money can buy. Something I only had here, because here I don't need to interpret something, it's who I really am. Out of here I need to play just a girl without sensuality, without many feelings. I'm just the smart girl who sits in the front row to attend classes, has coffee in the afternoon and on Saturday night drinks a beer and has sex with a stranger$. Thank you so much! obs: I am a sentimental girl, true and very sensual. Yes, I can fall in love, cry, enjoy. Sometimes it's easy to win me over. 🥳❤️ #redhead
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